i just saw kelvin's email n i realised it's time to be less active in blast! n let the juniors take over. over the past yrs i had my fair share of involvement n it was FUN! i definitely miss those times when hazel n me will have almost all the same commitments n we'll practice like crazy at night in RH alongside with joot, erwin, n with xiao teaching n guiding us.

it's like i so wan to be involve in the shows joot asked me to but cant make it for the practices due to placement. also i wanna be involved in busking n dr. but pat's choosing dancers for dr so i wont get it anyway i guess.. for busking, as long as anyone's interested they can choreo but i cant choreo for nuts!i miss dancing. that night i was feeling nostalgia n was watching all the past videos. i can say ive grown as a dancer n hopefully im right *crosses fingers* (: it's like most vids were from the lil jay times n now everybody has improved tremendously! esp erwin, joot n hazel!! (oops, dunno abt weijie though cos haven seen him dance for a while) i can say im the weakest in lil jay but ive learnt alot frm them n esp xiao! hmm, n of course xiao has improved choreography wise! now he's trying out diff styles which i tot was really nice (just a lil bit, just a lil bit... haa)!

my last dance comp was impressario. n yepp i learnt alot from shen qi xiao peter also! of course it's a total different style from xiao. hmm, what can i say.. it's just amazing how he can be gung-ho doing all the stunts and a total slut doing all the girlie moves!

ive also done items choreoed by idil, taufik, elson, calvin etc n learnt alot from them. but let me choose 1 item to do all over again i'll choose calvin's item during the hiphop night interval. i re-watched the vid n i was like so duh-ed by my performance! zaf n hazel did really great as juniors that time. hmm, i remembered i was shy that time n dint noe how to be 'slutty' n my actions were too small, not groovy enough blah blah blah. maybe i can do better this time if im given another chance, hopefully!

i miss dancing badly ): so i guess im gonna incorporate dance into my placement! how? i have to plan one day activity for a camp n im gonna teach HIPHOP! whee* but still i love performing n competing! or maybe it's time to step back n let the juniors take over. im sure they'll have a fruitful n enjoyable time, like how i used to in the past (:

some photos of the performances, comp i was involved in! (hazel do let me know if ive missed out some of them n u'll noe best since we did almost all the shows tog!)

haa, kinky nurse uniform! the red tights tingy was hilarious!

visceral dementia! some chingay comp tingy!